The photograph was small enough to fit in the woman\u2019s palm, its corners softened from years of handling. She did not hand it to me immediately. Instead she held it between us as though crossing the final few inches required permission. I looked at Ethan. His attention was fixed on my face, not the photograph. That told me he had already seen it many times.<\/p>\n
\u201cTake it,\u201d the woman said.<\/p>\n
I did.<\/p>\n
Daniel stood in the center.<\/p>\n
He could not have been older than twenty. His ridiculous red jacket was zipped halfway despite what looked like warm weather. One arm was hooked around the shoulders of the woman now standing before me, though she was nearly forty years younger in the picture. On Daniel\u2019s other side stood another person whose face I did not recognize.<\/p>\n
For several seconds I studied that third figure.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho is this?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan moved beside me.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s the question I\u2019ve been trying to answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
The woman\u2019s eyes shifted toward him.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know more than that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked between them.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan took the photograph gently and turned it over.<\/p>\n
There was writing on the back. Not Daniel\u2019s handwriting. Three initials, a date and a short sentence.<\/p>\n
Ethan covered the sentence with his thumb before I could read it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy are you hiding that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou literally put your hand over it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I want her to explain first.\u201d<\/p>\n
The woman inhaled slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy name is Rebecca.\u201d<\/p>\n
The name meant nothing.<\/p>\n
I searched seventeen years of memory anyway.<\/p>\n
Hospital waiting rooms. Daniel\u2019s funeral. People arriving with food. Faces around a graveside. Voices on our answering machine.<\/p>\n
Nothing.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew Daniel?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca gave a small, painful smile.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was his closest friend for several years.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan looked at her.<\/p>\n
Rebecca corrected herself.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd more than that.\u201d<\/p>\n
I understood.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou loved him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The answer came without embarrassment.<\/p>\n
Something loosened inside me. I had known Daniel dated someone near the end of his life. I had never met her. He had mentioned a woman named Becca once or twice, but grief had erased the details.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecca,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe called me that.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at Ethan.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou found her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEventually.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe photograph Grandpa showed me had a first name on the back. Nothing else. I searched online when I was twelve and found nothing. I tried again when I was fifteen.\u201d<\/p>\n
He paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cLast year I found an old community theater program with Daniel\u2019s name and Rebecca\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca smiled faintly. \u201cHe built scenery badly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe told everyone he was a carpenter,\u201d I said before I could stop myself.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe owned one hammer.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
The sound caught in my throat.<\/p>\n
For one brief second Daniel was twenty again, alive enough to annoy both of us.<\/p>\n
Then reality returned.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou contacted her last year?\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd neither of you told me?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca answered before he could.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe asked me not to.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou agreed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was seventeen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was asking questions about his own family.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should have sent him to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s expression hardened slightly.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he had tried asking.\u201d<\/p>\n
The words stung because they were true.<\/p>\n
Ethan stepped closer.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom, I wasn\u2019t trying to go around you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is exactly what you did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was trying to understand why every road stopped at the same place.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat place?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe accident.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked away.<\/p>\n
Rebecca watched me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou still don\u2019t talk about it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was seventeen years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t mean it stopped happening to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t know what happened to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know what happened to all of us.\u201d<\/p>\n
Anger flashed through me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou disappeared.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca absorbed that without defending herself.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou weren\u2019t at the funeral.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel died, and nobody heard from you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her eyes lowered.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo do not stand here and talk as though we carried the same thing.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan touched my arm.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. She knew him, apparently loved him, and vanished when he died.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s face had gone pale.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re right.\u201d<\/p>\n
The easy agreement stopped me.<\/p>\n
She continued. \u201cI should have come. I should have called. I should have done many things differently.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause Daniel asked me to do something before he died, and I failed.\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence settled around us.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca looked at the dress.<\/p>\n
\u201cTo make sure that reached Ethan.\u201d<\/p>\n
My anger faltered.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat are you talking about?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe dress. The letters. The token. Everything Daniel set aside.\u201d<\/p>\n
I shook my head.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel did not know he was going to die.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why would he give you instructions about after his death?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe didn\u2019t think he was about to die. It wasn\u2019t like that.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca took the photograph from Ethan.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was twenty. Twenty-year-olds make dramatic promises because they think they have decades to laugh about them later.\u201d<\/p>\n
I knew exactly what she meant.<\/p>\n
Daniel loved turning ordinary moments into ceremonies. Once he made my husband swear over a gas-station doughnut that he would never become boring after marriage.<\/p>\n
Rebecca continued. \u201cYou were pregnant. Daniel was obsessed with becoming an uncle. He bought toys, clothes, books. Half of it was ridiculous.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe dress.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe dress especially.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked down at the red fabric.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe showed you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe showed everyone.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded like Daniel.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe told me you had yelled at him for buying it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t yell.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cHis version included yelling.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHis version of everything included yelling.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan watched us with an expression I could not read.<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s smile faded.<\/p>\n
\u201cOne night Daniel told me he worried your child would grow up in a family that cared too much about fitting in.\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cOur family?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe loved your husband. He loved you. But Daniel knew exactly what people thought of him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor wearing red jackets?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor not caring when people disapproved.\u201d<\/p>\n
There was something underneath the sentence.<\/p>\n
I heard it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat aren\u2019t you saying?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca looked at Ethan.<\/p>\n
He shook his head.<\/p>\n
\u201cTell her.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s mouth tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel had spent much of his life being told he was too much. Too loud. Too strange. Too sensitive. Too reckless. He wanted Ethan\u2014or whatever child you had\u2014to grow up knowing that being misunderstood was survivable.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds like Daniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat became the promise.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat promise?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca nodded to the letter Ethan had read.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat if Daniel was ever absent from Ethan\u2019s life, someone would make sure Ethan received what he meant to leave him.\u201d<\/p>\n
I frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause he thought I understood him better than anyone.\u201d<\/p>\n
A painful old jealousy flickered through me, ridiculous after seventeen years.<\/p>\n
Rebecca saw it.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was not choosing me over his family.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t say he was.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou didn\u2019t have to.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked away.<\/p>\n
Ethan stepped between us slightly.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened after the accident?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca pressed her lips together.<\/p>\n
\u201cI broke.\u201d<\/p>\n
The answer was so plain that I believed it.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was twenty-one. Daniel was the first person I had loved. One morning he was alive. By nightfall I was being told there had been an accident.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked toward the stage but saw something else.<\/p>\n
\u201cI couldn\u2019t walk into your family\u2019s grief carrying promises nobody knew he had made. I convinced myself there would be time later.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was time.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut you waited seventeen years.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot exactly.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan looked sharply at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca hesitated.<\/p>\n
A new unease entered his face.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou told me you lost contact with everyone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said you didn\u2019t know where the trunk was until I contacted you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen what are you saying?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca opened her purse.<\/p>\n
She removed a yellowed envelope.<\/p>\n
My name was written across the front.<\/p>\n
I recognized the handwriting immediately.<\/p>\n
Mine.<\/p>\n
For a moment I genuinely thought I might faint.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere did you get that?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca held it carefully.<\/p>\n
\u201cEthan found it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned on him.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIn the trunk.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s my handwriting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy does she have it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI mailed her a scan.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause her name was inside.\u201d<\/p>\n
My mouth went dry.<\/p>\n
I stared at the envelope.<\/p>\n
A memory pushed through the years.<\/p>\n
A night after Daniel\u2019s funeral.<\/p>\n
My husband asleep upstairs.<\/p>\n
Me at the kitchen table, pregnant and unable to stop crying.<\/p>\n
Paper beneath my hand.<\/p>\n
A letter written to a child who did not yet have a name.<\/p>\n
I had forgotten.<\/p>\n
Or convinced myself I had.<\/p>\n
\u201cGive it to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca did.<\/p>\n
The paper felt brittle.<\/p>\n
I opened the envelope.<\/p>\n
Inside was one sheet folded twice.<\/p>\n
The first line stopped me.<\/p>\n
For the child I am too frightened to tell the truth.<\/p>\n
My knees weakened.<\/p>\n
Ethan caught my elbow.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI wrote this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think shortly after Daniel died.\u201d<\/p>\n
I read the date.<\/p>\n
Seventeen years earlier.<\/p>\n
Three weeks after the funeral.<\/p>\n
Exactly.<\/p>\n
I forced myself to continue.<\/p>\n
The letter spoke of Daniel.<\/p>\n
Not everything.<\/p>\n
But enough.<\/p>\n
I had written about how he sat beside me in the hospital when I feared losing the pregnancy. How he gave me the engraved token. How he promised that if my child ever felt afraid of becoming whoever he was meant to become, Daniel would be there to remind him that courage came after fear, not before it.<\/p>\n
Then came the dress.<\/p>\n
I had written about laughing when Daniel bought it.<\/p>\n
About his insistence that it did not matter whether my baby was a daughter or son.<\/p>\n
About my promise to keep it.<\/p>\n
My vision blurred.<\/p>\n
\u201cI forgot this.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan crouched beside me.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t think you forgot.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI think you decided never to read it again.\u201d<\/p>\n
He pointed gently toward the last paragraph.<\/p>\n
I knew what waited there before I saw the words.<\/p>\n
I had written that if I ever became brave enough, Ethan deserved the complete truth about Daniel.<\/p>\n
Not the cleaned-up version.<\/p>\n
Not the safe version.<\/p>\n
The complete truth.<\/p>\n
I folded the page immediately.<\/p>\n
Ethan saw.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat comes after that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMom.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere is nothing you need tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n
His face changed.<\/p>\n
Rebecca looked away.<\/p>\n
\u201cI knew it,\u201d Ethan said.<\/p>\n
\u201cKnew what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat there\u2019s another piece.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere is always another piece when someone dies.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n
He stood.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou wrote that I should know the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was grieving.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGrieving doesn\u2019t make words meaningless.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt can make them confused.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen explain them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy not here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause six hundred people are sitting around us.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou didn\u2019t care about that five minutes ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI care now.\u201d<\/p>\n
His jaw tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou keep moving the line.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat line?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe point when I\u2019m old enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not fair.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen I was seven, you said I would understand when I was older. At twelve, you changed the subject. At fifteen, Dad told me some things belonged to adults. I\u2019m eighteen now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEthan.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI walked across that stage knowing people might laugh at me because I thought keeping Daniel\u2019s promise mattered more than being comfortable.\u201d<\/p>\n
He pointed toward my letter.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs your promise different?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question left me silent.<\/p>\n
Rebecca stepped forward.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe deserves to know.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou do not get to make that decision.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. But you already made it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen you wrote the letter.\u201d<\/p>\n
My fingers trembled.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was nineteen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you were telling the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at Ethan.<\/p>\n
He was crying again, but he made no attempt to hide it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you think I\u2019m hiding?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019ve been searching for six years. Surely you have theories.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI had lots.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought maybe Daniel was my father.\u201d<\/p>\n
The words hit so hard I actually stepped backward.<\/p>\n
Rebecca closed her eyes.<\/p>\n
Ethan watched my face closely.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
His shoulders loosened slightly.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbsolutely not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why did you hide how close you were?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause grief made everything complicated.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are your father\u2019s son, Ethan.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI believe you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He wiped his face.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat stopped being my theory years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat replaced it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat Daniel knew something about our family everyone else wanted forgotten.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at him.<\/p>\n
\u201cSuch as?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat depends on the third person in the photograph.\u201d<\/p>\n
My attention moved to the picture.<\/p>\n
Rebecca became very still.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know who that is,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEthan doesn\u2019t?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot completely.\u201d<\/p>\n
He frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou told me his first name.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI told you the name Daniel used.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not the same?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
The air left the room.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho is he?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
Rebecca did not answer immediately.<\/p>\n
She looked toward the empty seat in the back row.<\/p>\n
Then toward Ethan.<\/p>\n
Then at the envelope in my hand.<\/p>\n
Finally she reached into her purse again.<\/p>\n
This time she removed a second envelope.<\/p>\n
Newer.<\/p>\n
White.<\/p>\n
Unsealed.<\/p>\n
Ethan\u2019s name was written across the front.<\/p>\n
His face changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s the one.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat one?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cThe letter I got six months ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca held it toward him.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou told me you sent it,\u201d Ethan said.<\/p>\n
\u201cI forwarded it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFrom whom?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
My heartbeat quickened.<\/p>\n
Ethan removed the letter.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said there was no return address.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere wasn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why do you look like you know more now?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca\u2019s silence answered him.<\/p>\n
\u201cRebecca.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI discovered something after graduation rehearsal.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI wasn\u2019t certain until tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stepped closer.<\/p>\n
\u201cCertain of what?\u201d<\/p>\n
Instead of answering, Rebecca nodded toward the letter.<\/p>\n
Ethan unfolded it.<\/p>\n
I watched his face as he reached the first sentence.<\/p>\n
He had clearly read it many times, yet it still disturbed him.<\/p>\n
\u201cRead it,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
He looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou wanted the truth in this room. Read it.\u201d<\/p>\n
His eyes dropped to the page.<\/p>\n
His voice came quietly.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you are reading this, your mother has finally told you the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n
Every muscle in my body went rigid.<\/p>\n
Ethan continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe hadn\u2019t,\u201d he said, no longer reading. \u201cThat was how I knew whoever wrote it believed you were supposed to tell me something before graduation.\u201d<\/p>\n
I took the page.<\/p>\n
There were only a few more lines.<\/p>\n
Look behind the wooden trunk.<\/p>\n
Take what Daniel left.<\/p>\n
Wear the red dress when everyone is watching.<\/p>\n
Then ask your mother about the promise she never kept.<\/p>\n
My hands went cold.<\/p>\n
I read the final sentence twice.<\/p>\n
Ethan watched me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know who wrote it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou reacted.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause whoever wrote this knew about the attic.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Daniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the dress.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at Rebecca.<\/p>\n
She had gone pale.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know who may have written it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan stepped toward her.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca looked at the photograph in my hand\u2014the picture of Daniel, herself and the unidentified third person.<\/p>\n
Then she touched that stranger\u2019s face with one trembling finger.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen Daniel died,\u201d she said, \u201ceveryone believed this person disappeared from our lives too.\u201d<\/p>\n
My pulse hammered.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut he didn\u2019t?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca raised her eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t think so.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan\u2019s voice fell to a whisper.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere is he?\u201d<\/p>\n
Rebecca looked toward the auditorium doors.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe may be much closer than any of us realized.\u201d<\/p>\n
At that exact moment, one of the doors at the back of the auditorium opened.<\/p>\n
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