{"id":7739,"date":"2026-09-25T13:34:21","date_gmt":"2026-09-25T13:34:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thechapterstory.online\/?p=7739"},"modified":"2026-09-25T13:34:21","modified_gmt":"2026-09-25T13:34:21","slug":"part-15-caleb-accepted-one-experimental-dose-without-telling-me-and-the-reason-he-did-it-had-nothing-to-do-with-saving-himself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thechapterstory.online\/?p=7739","title":{"rendered":"PART 15 \u2013 Caleb Accepted One Experimental Dose Without Telling Me, and the Reason He Did It Had Nothing to Do With Saving Himself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I turned toward Elaine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou said you didn\u2019t treat him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI said not as a child.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The distinction was so calculated that I wanted to overturn the table between us.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you give my son?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine looked at Stephen Mercer with open fury.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou had no right.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen laughed without humor.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re still talking about rights?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGet out.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stepped between them.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBoth of you stop.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>They did.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it was my voice.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps my face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did Caleb receive?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen answered first.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA viral-vector therapy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca whispered, \u201cGene therapy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cExperimental.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My skin went cold.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cApproximately five weeks before his hospitalization.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Elaine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe came back to you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut the recording from the caf\u00e9 shows he refused.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAt first.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy did he change his mind?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She did not answer.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen did.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause he learned about Lily.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca turned sharply.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does Lily have to do with Caleb\u2019s neurological disease?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe treatment wasn\u2019t primarily for Caleb.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>I stared at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat makes no sense.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt will.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine sat heavily.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time since we entered the warehouse, she looked frightened not of exposure, but of memory.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCaleb discovered Harold\u2019s modifier work,\u201d Stephen said. \u201cHe realized the same platform Elaine had been developing for neurodegenerative disease could potentially target the pathway involved in Lily\u2019s cardiac mutation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca\u2019s face tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou experimented on him to help my daughter?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Elaine said quickly.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen ignored her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCaleb offered himself as a test case.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My heart stopped.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe knew the vector had never been used successfully in someone with his specific progression.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe also knew his disease was advancing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The word came louder each time.<\/p>\n<p>Not because I doubted Stephen.<\/p>\n<p>Because I knew Caleb.<\/p>\n<p>I knew exactly what he might do if he believed his death could produce information that helped Lily.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca covered her mouth.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe did that for her?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine finally stood.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe did it because he wanted evidence.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We looked at her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat evidence?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat my work could be made legitimate.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I almost laughed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCaleb did not care about your reputation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine\u2019s voice sharpened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe cared about whether the platform had value independent of what Harold and I had done.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That sounded more like my son.<\/p>\n<p>He would separate a useful tool from the people who misused it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did he ask for?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe full protocol. Toxicology data. Prior outcomes. Everything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you give it to him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause he refused otherwise.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen leaned against the shelf.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCaleb was more careful than she expected.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine gave him a hard look.<\/p>\n<p>I ignored them.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat exactly happened?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She took a breath.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe therapy was designed to reduce expression of a toxic protein pathway associated with his neurological variant.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWas it supposed to cure him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSlow progression?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen how does Lily enter this?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCaleb wanted tissue and blood analysis before and after treatment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor research.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe wanted to see whether the vector altered secondary pathways.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne of those pathways overlapped with the cardiac modifier we had been studying.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca whispered, \u201cMy daughter\u2019s mutation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRelated pathways. Not necessarily the exact mutation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I felt sick.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo Caleb used his own body to test whether your therapy could produce information useful to Lily.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The word was unbearable.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happened after the dose?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe developed fever, inflammation, transient weakness.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTransient?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe first reaction resolved.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut his disease accelerated.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid the treatment cause that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stepped closer.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen spoke quietly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere was evidence of an immune response that could have worsened neuronal injury.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine turned on him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere was no proven causal relationship.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou wrote it in the adverse-event report.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou read a draft.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause you buried the final.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My vision narrowed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBuried.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine closed her eyes.<\/p>\n<p>I understood.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou did not report what happened.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was not a regulated trial.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat makes it worse.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The word came out tired.<\/p>\n<p>Finally tired.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did Caleb know?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAll of it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBefore or after?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBefore, he knew the risk. After, he knew the inflammatory markers.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd he still didn\u2019t tell me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Of course.<\/p>\n<p>He had taken Daniel\u2019s worst habit and turned it inward.<\/p>\n<p>He decided my fear was unnecessary if there was nothing I could do.<\/p>\n<p>Exactly what he had condemned his father for.<\/p>\n<p>The tragedy of it almost made me laugh.<\/p>\n<p>Instead I sat.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca remained silent across the room.<\/p>\n<p>She looked devastated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid the treatment shorten his life?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine did not answer immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen did.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo one can say.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWeeks?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMonths?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My hands became numb.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb had already been dying.<\/p>\n<p>But there was a difference between losing time to disease and losing time because he volunteered for an experiment.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did he gain?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I asked.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cData.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I hated her for the word.<\/p>\n<p>Then she added, \u201cAnd something else.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAfter treatment, his disease-related biomarker dropped.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMeaning?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe therapy engaged its target.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen why did he get worse?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe immune reaction may have damaged already vulnerable tissue.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo it worked and harmed him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Science reduced tragedy to two simultaneous truths.<\/p>\n<p>The mechanism succeeded.<\/p>\n<p>The patient deteriorated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid Caleb regret it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine\u2019s expression changed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked away.<\/p>\n<p>That answer hurt more than regret would have.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe should have.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe believed the result mattered.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor Lily?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor anyone with the disease.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought about Caleb telling me not to let his illness become my whole life.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile he had turned his own remaining life into evidence for strangers.<\/p>\n<p>Anger and pride arrived together.<\/p>\n<p>I did not want either.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen moved toward a filing cabinet.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine stepped in front of him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019re past that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He opened the top drawer anyway.<\/p>\n<p>Inside were binders labeled with dates.<\/p>\n<p>He removed one.<\/p>\n<p>C.H.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb Hartman.<\/p>\n<p>I nearly stopped breathing.<\/p>\n<p>His entire final medical history sat in a black binder in Elaine\u2019s warehouse.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen placed it before me.<\/p>\n<p>The first pages were consent forms.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb\u2019s signature.<\/p>\n<p>No forgery.<\/p>\n<p>No ambiguity.<\/p>\n<p>He had initialed every risk.<\/p>\n<p>Inflammation.<\/p>\n<p>Organ injury.<\/p>\n<p>Neurological worsening.<\/p>\n<p>Death.<\/p>\n<p>I had to turn away.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe signed this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWas he competent?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine\u2019s face hardened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAbsolutely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWas he desperate?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you use that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>Then, \u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That was the first answer from her that sounded like remorse rather than defense.<\/p>\n<p>I opened the binder again.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb had written a note across one page in his own handwriting.<\/p>\n<p>NO HERO LANGUAGE.<\/p>\n<p>I almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>Below it:<\/p>\n<p>If I do this, document failures honestly.<\/p>\n<p>Then:<\/p>\n<p>If this goes badly, no one gets to call me brave to avoid saying it went badly.<\/p>\n<p>My throat closed.<\/p>\n<p>He had anticipated exactly how people turn suffering into inspiration when they do not want to confront responsibility.<\/p>\n<p>The adverse-event section showed fever beginning eleven hours after infusion.<\/p>\n<p>Inflammatory markers rose dramatically.<\/p>\n<p>Weakness worsened over forty-eight hours.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb refused hospitalization at first.<\/p>\n<p>That explained the weekend he told me he had a stomach virus and stayed in bed.<\/p>\n<p>I had brought soup upstairs.<\/p>\n<p>I had touched his forehead.<\/p>\n<p>I had asked whether he needed a doctor.<\/p>\n<p>He said no.<\/p>\n<p>I had trusted him.<\/p>\n<p>My chest hurt.<\/p>\n<p>Three days later, he saw Elaine again.<\/p>\n<p>She recommended hospital evaluation.<\/p>\n<p>He refused because he did not want the experimental treatment documented before he copied all the research files.<\/p>\n<p>Even sick, he was gathering evidence.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy did he distrust you enough to copy everything but trust you enough to let you treat him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I asked.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine looked at Caleb\u2019s binder.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe didn\u2019t trust me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat doesn\u2019t answer it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe trusted the underlying science.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That sounded like him too.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe told me people can be wrong even when data are useful.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n<p>Yes.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb.<\/p>\n<p>Precise.<\/p>\n<p>Annoyingly fair.<\/p>\n<p>Never willing to turn a person into a single category simply because anger made it convenient.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did he copy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEverything I let him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen laughed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd everything you didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine ignored him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAfter the reaction, he demanded access to Harold\u2019s old specimen logs.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s how he found Mercer\u2019s sample.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd Lily\u2019s project.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe thought the heart mutation came from Mercer.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe suspected Harold\u2019s material had contaminated the reproductive sample.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI still do not know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen spoke.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We all turned.<\/p>\n<p>Elaine\u2019s face changed instantly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen looked at her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou knew this day could come.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you know?\u201d Rebecca asked.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen removed a folder from his coat.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI found my father\u2019s laboratory notebooks after he died.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine went pale.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou told me they were destroyed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI lied.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>For the first time, someone had used her own method against her.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen handed the folder to Rebecca.<\/p>\n<p>Inside were photocopied notebook pages.<\/p>\n<p>Harold Mercer\u2019s handwriting.<\/p>\n<p>Dates matching Rebecca\u2019s fertility cycle.<\/p>\n<p>One entry read:<\/p>\n<p>D.H. gametes combined with HM-EV cardiac modifier preparation.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca sank into a chair.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does EV mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen looked at Elaine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy father called the preparation HM-EV because two genetic sources were used.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My pulse jumped.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHarold Mercer and Elaine Voss.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine whispered, \u201cStephen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe modifier material wasn\u2019t only my father\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared at Elaine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYours too?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked down.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca\u2019s face went white.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHarold was studying interaction between his cardiac-risk allele and a protective variant Elaine carried.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I tried to follow.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey mixed biological material from both of them.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWith Daniel\u2019s reproductive sample.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Harold believed extracellular genetic material might influence early embryonic gene regulation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca stood so quickly her chair fell backward.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou used my pregnancy to test a theory.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine said, \u201cI did not design that experiment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut you participated.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you know?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>There was no defense left.<\/p>\n<p>No misunderstanding.<\/p>\n<p>No administrative confusion.<\/p>\n<p>She had known.<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca\u2019s voice shook.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd Lily\u2019s heart?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine covered her face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe expected any effect, if there was one, to be regulatory. Temporary. Not inherited.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou expected.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy daughter was born with a defective heart.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou watched her undergo surgery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou kept calling me for records.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine began crying.<\/p>\n<p>Not dramatically.<\/p>\n<p>Her shoulders barely moved.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca stepped closer.<\/p>\n<p>For one second, I thought she might strike her.<\/p>\n<p>Instead she whispered, \u201cYou knew enough to wonder.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elaine lowered her hands.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd you never told me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rebecca walked away.<\/p>\n<p>There was nothing anyone could say to make that smaller.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Stephen.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy reveal this now?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His answer came without hesitation.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Caleb asked me to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My heart tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou met him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAfter his treatment reaction.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy didn\u2019t that appear in his recordings?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause he agreed not to record me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That surprised me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI told him I had my father\u2019s notebooks.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI promised to give them to him if he first proved Elaine\u2019s records matched.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo he did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you give them to him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Anger rose.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou let him die without them?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen\u2019s face tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe died sooner than I expected.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The sentence hit me like a slap.<\/p>\n<p>Everyone thought they had more time.<\/p>\n<p>Daniel.<\/p>\n<p>Michael.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb.<\/p>\n<p>All those postponed truths.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen Caleb realized he might not get back to you,\u201d I said, \u201cwhat did he ask?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Stephen reached into the folder.<\/p>\n<p>He removed a sealed note.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cExactly this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My name was written on it.<\/p>\n<p>Again.<\/p>\n<p>Caleb had left breadcrumbs through the lives of people he barely trusted.<\/p>\n<p>I opened it.<\/p>\n<p>Mom,<\/p>\n<p>If Stephen actually gave you this, tell him I\u2019m impressed.<\/p>\n<p>A laugh escaped me before I could stop it.<\/p>\n<p>Stephen almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>The next lines were serious.<\/p>\n<p>The treatment may have cost me time. I knew that before I took it.<\/p>\n<p>Do not let Elaine call what happened a success just because one biomarker improved.<\/p>\n<p>Do not let anyone call it useless either. 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